lifeless shore and wasted days
I just sit back and watch what happens
how did i get here? I just want to leave
caged in my own world
and throw the key away
my head aches, wish to be dead
its all so frightnening useless
improve myself, but for what?
is there something I really care about?
I saw death and it gave me birth
I'm riding the pale horse
a closed door that cant be opened
an open gate that can't be closed
why should I believe you?
am I supposed to care?
a blue fire warm me up inside
how can I call this "life"?
carrying the burden of guilt. It's my role to play
I'm trapped inside a blind hole, I can't reach the light anymore
god I'm still waiting for that sign to come, can you hear me?
drowning in my fears, I can't swim 'cause I'm too afraid
I hoped for nothing. And yet I lived in expectation
doomed to failure bonded to nothing
it's all nonsense to me
scared of what I could became
there's nothing left for me
son of my mistakes
I get what I deserve
Sinking in a lake of sorrow
Soaked in my sin
carrying the burden of guilt. it's my role to play
god I'm still waiting for that sign to come, can you hear me?
I hoped for nothing I'm so afraid
how can I live without caring what's next
the future suffocate these moments I try to live
will I ever be saved from this?
from this pain I have
will I ever find a reason to live?
I got the answers but I keep lying to myself
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