restless
i cant find a way
to escape from all of this
how do i get there
is there a way to come back?
this has thrown me, its something
i can hardly figure out
i live wondering
if god has planned everything
what makes a thing beautiful?
i can hear you whisper
those words that brought to this
its stuck in my head
and i hear it a thousand times
and they are stuck into my mind
i can hear you whispear
those words that brought to this
how can i trust him?
if i don’t even trust myself
as icarus my wings got burned by the sun
any redemption is useless
rest in peace my god
i'm dying inside
demons got the best of me
a storm of vulture around my chest
everyone is taking pieces
of me
of a dead me
this is the end of the road
and i allready saw this before
my mind is wasted and i cant keep control
i would do something if i could
i cannot decide, i'm paralysed by the choice i have to make
the walls i built to protect myself
once a shelter they became my prison
i don't want
to lie to myself anymore
as some wishes come true i cant escape from the agony of hoping
a tear got deeper roots than a smile
we are not free until
we wish
we want
we fear
we hate
we love
we live
i will never be free
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