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lifeless shore and wasted days
I just sit back and watch what happens
how did i get here? I just want to leave
caged in my own world
and throw the key away
my head aches, wish to be dead
its all so frightnening useless
improve myself, but for what?
is there something I really care about?
I saw death and it gave me birth
I'm riding the pale horse
a closed door that cant be opened
an open gate that can't be closed
why should I believe you?
am I supposed to care?
a blue fire warm me up inside
how can I call this "life"?
carrying the burden of guilt. It's my role to play
I'm trapped inside a blind hole, I can't reach the light anymore
god I'm still waiting for that sign to come, can you hear me?
drowning in my fears, I can't swim 'cause I'm too afraid
I hoped for nothing. And yet I lived in expectation
doomed to failure bonded to nothing
it's all nonsense to me
scared of what I could became
there's nothing left for me
son of my mistakes
I get what I deserve
Sinking in a lake of sorrow
Soaked in my sin
carrying the burden of guilt. it's my role to play
god I'm still waiting for that sign to come, can you hear me?
I hoped for nothing I'm so afraid
how can I live without caring what's next
the future suffocate these moments I try to live
will I ever be saved from this?
from this pain I have
will I ever find a reason to live?
I got the answers but I keep lying to myself
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My Wild Goose Chase
03:51
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choke my sleep with the knot of my obsessions
thoughts drill my head and i start to realise
these nights awake my awareness
it all makes sense
and maybe that's the reason why i get mad
numbness embrace me
and i feel so cold
eyes wide open to the light of this gloom
fearing that my
paranoia starts to cherish me
singing the lullaby that keeps me awake
i can barely breathe
torn by my thoughts
killed by my mind, how can i survive the night?
those sleepless night consumes me
and i cant live the days anymore
cant help myself and wish a brighter fate
climbing up the peak of desolation
leaden clouds obscure the guiding light
i just wish a place of stillness for myself.
i just seek some kind of shelter from my past.
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its better to just let it go
i cant go on feeling like this
i tried to forget you but your name is ringing my head
your eyes are engraved in my mind
just staring at you and i’m fine
love is a penance
we get punished for not
being able to be alone
clouds descend
on thoughts above my head
will i ever make it stop
and wipe my tears away
so many things to tell you
in so many different ways
trying to clasp the nightfall
while the sun is tired to shine
beneath your distress
some leaves lay into the ground
they're lying almost lifeless
and their sap cannot be found
trying to accept it
that is not like i hoped
sometimes love comes knocking
or tearing down the walls
can't you ear?
deaf words i try to scream
caged in a glass bell
and withdrawn into myself
please gently embrace me
and take me somewhere nice
i'm just trying to isolate myself
while hoping to be found
clouds descend
on thoughts above my head
will i ever make it stop
and wipe my tears away
so many things to tell you
in so many different ways
trying to clasp the nightfall
while the sun is tired to shine
beneath your distress
some leaves lay into the ground
they're lying almost lifeless
and their sap cannot be found
trying to accept it
that is not like i hoped
sometimes love comes knocking
or tearing down the walls
the first time i touched your hand i trembled
the second time i felt so warm
the third time i understood that
you are the light that cannot be unseen
i collect all the words i never said to you
imagine how, how it would be
just try to immagine
doesn't matter if its true
your glow recasts the bits of my broken hopes
you are the light that cannot be unseen
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Ultima
05:31
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restless
i cant find a way
to escape from all of this
how do i get there
is there a way to come back?
this has thrown me, its something
i can hardly figure out
i live wondering
if god has planned everything
what makes a thing beautiful?
i can hear you whisper
those words that brought to this
its stuck in my head
and i hear it a thousand times
and they are stuck into my mind
i can hear you whispear
those words that brought to this
how can i trust him?
if i don’t even trust myself
as icarus my wings got burned by the sun
any redemption is useless
rest in peace my god
i'm dying inside
demons got the best of me
a storm of vulture around my chest
everyone is taking pieces
of me
of a dead me
this is the end of the road
and i allready saw this before
my mind is wasted and i cant keep control
i would do something if i could
i cannot decide, i'm paralysed by the choice i have to make
the walls i built to protect myself
once a shelter they became my prison
i don't want
to lie to myself anymore
as some wishes come true i cant escape from the agony of hoping
a tear got deeper roots than a smile
we are not free until
we wish
we want
we fear
we hate
we love
we live
i will never be free
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